I know you must hear this question often but I need the answer so I will ask.
If you are curious and not sure you want to join the lifestyle how do you take action ? I think my husband and I would prefer some type of social event.. where do I go in South Texas ?
I was just wondering, how other couples have dealt with post-play depression? My wife and I have had inmate encounters with others before. I just have to admit this last time; I have hit a serious depression from our experience.
She had an encounter with a gentleman friend, I should say acquaintance. I was all for her enjoying her experience. But, when I went to see how everything was going, I freaked (internally of course). But still I was in a complete state of panic and four days later I can't seem to let go of the visions of my wife giving the passion of our relationship away to this person. Sucking him off like there was no one else alive and this was her only sustenance.
As I said before we have had other experiences and I have not felt like this until now. I am in a serious funk. She says to me that "we have sex, we make love to each other, that (her experience) was just fun" uses phrases like "addicted to the Life Style". Since this last experience we have had sex at least 10 times in the last three days and today she came home for a nooner. I feel like after two decades of marriage I am on the verge of losing my wife, not to this gentleman, just a feeling I get, she says "no". But she is screwing me in ways she never has. I know 'what am I complaining about; just embrace her new found sexual vigor'. It just doesn't seem to help with this funk, I'm in. What can I do? Has anyone gone through something like I am experiencing? Is there any advice to cope with what I consider to be irrational feelings? Signed, I just want to be me again